February 2012
6 posts
procrastination.
it has haunted me a for awhile.
& i have yet to appeal. why am i sitting on it? is it cos the odds of it is LOW? ):
im all so puzzled. this totally sucks.
& school isnt very helpful.
THANKS AH.
im out. more to do.
That inclusion into a group.
It means a lot.
To some, it doesn’t really matter cos they’re just like that. There or not, it does not matter cos they don’t give a damn.
Love it or hate it, we are judgemental human beings. I just don’t like annoying, teh2, fake, selfish people.
People relations are really impt. Well, even if I suck, I know at the end of the day, I won the hearts of the people....
January 2012
23 posts
that bit of strength
…
you know u needed that to pull through.
just that moment, that well. you need to reassure yourself that everything will fall into place soon and proper.
*PRAYS-
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festive moments.
i really cringed this year.
so much have been said and nothing’s done.
HORRID-able. i really wish & hope & pray that i’d be blessed and wishes do come true.
love happens at the most amazing way. like how the same group of people who once started, & after a round of events, relationships, i end up seeing the same people, who was/were with my bestfriend/good buddy once.
...
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when the body is weak,
stopping for a rest & all -ve thoughts climb atop you.
that’s why they say, keep on going, don’t stop. even slowing down, u give a chance for -vity to climb. AHHHHH!
i will SURVIVE, chants* i need a strongermind, better self. i make or break me, so let me work out the best way to do it. :D
HAVE FAITH. LOADS OF IT.
confidence and positivity.
there will be sun the next...
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i had a picture of you in my mind..
it sounded like those days, maybe then, it just played and played. i’m not feeling that much from the songs. i only knew it was from Mr Bean movie.
definitely a catchy tune. till now. somehow all the boybands i heard their songs still trigger nostalgia when i hear them over again..
maybe they will be the songs that i’d be stucked with life..
just like how some superlove songs...
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being comfortable..
i’m being comfortable keeping my phone off at 12,
for being frank,
for being myself like how i want others to see me as..
& also viewing things with a extra edge of specialty. being observant.
when i feel like i have stepped into the same zone like ive been..
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Six.Eight.Twelve.
My trigger from you, always. Forever and infinity has not arrived as yet.
‘All about you forever.’ My ever favourite. Maybe one day, someone will say & tell me I’m the infinity and beyond. Well, forever is just too overused.
Someday we’ll know..
I really doubt u’d talk to me soon. In any case if u do, I’d be ready to respond.
When we revisit the...
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Re-light the fire.
relight the fire once again?
I’m walking at the sidelines.. Deciding. But I guess I might not, though I wouldn’t miss this again.
I’m sure to keep up the connection. Maybe u might be the one. We will never know.
We shall see..
Double Never
dearoldlove:
I never really told you how much I loved you. But neither did you.
OST(s)
enough triggers.
they bring me back to the scenes of the shows.
i killed 3 shows during my about 4weeks long holiday.
1. Secret Garden
2. Lie to me
3. Personal Preference
I liked the Secret Garden the most. ‘cos he dressed really smartly, well, LMH in Personal Preference too, but more styles in HB. & such love story. the scenes are so breathtaking in the show, overseeing the...
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lessons learnt these few days.
a love story with many levels, layers of stories in between, intertwining lives, work, and everything else.
maybe I am just not that descriptive to put everything I had watched, absorbed into a reflective entry.
LOVE, a word that’s so easily spelt and yet so hard to understand, decipher and show it.
LIFE, it has way too much for us to learn and only through different experiences, we...
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Relishing moments.
I have zero idea how u’ve grown, matured, fared.
Just so we’d know what’s coming, I guess that’s enough for now.
Last day of fun & happening.
I gotta fly back to work. But along the way, this is boggling. Acting cool yet very anticipating on this.
What is let go & moving on? *cues a sad emo love song on podpod shuffle.
The most apt time.
I gotta do a...
December 2011
9 posts
Back to my good ol' days..
Double bonus. My masks treats and k drama treats. What could be better? (;
Enjoy enjoy enjoy..
Goodnight peoples.
Bye.
Adieu.
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clearing up to -dos
i swear i’ve got tonnes of to-dos..
i finally cleared up my dailies.
1. mambojambo for the last time 2011.
2. clear up my drama though i want another before year ends
3. get food goodies for the people in office & merry x’mas.
gotta run out really soon..
bye.
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November 2011
5 posts
What if I die tomorrow..
what’s my top regret? *sighs.
Let’s just sleep on it. We’d come to it..
Good night.
Lunch setting @ a food court
You hear murmurs, whispers of conversations. Clattering of utensils, bowls and plates. Hot steam evaporating quickly from stalls, bowls. Tummies growling. People heading different directions. Multi-tasking. Eat and talk. Walk and talk. Sit and Talk. Read and Walk. Keep(trays) and walk.
And so many cars are distracting me. Of bmw 6, of porsche, of white wedding cars.
exhaustion grows..
it has leveled up.
i rather watch The Pupil than flip thru my notes. I really wonder how I can go through all.
this is why the best always stay there and keep their status quo. and the lousy ones just keep falling. ):
LOUSYEMON.
i need a mask, some water & tea and 2 hours MOREE?!?!?!??!
enough said.
it has came back, full circle.
Whistling along..
It is way too addictive,
I find myself singing along..
..’ All the other kids with the pumped up kicks.. ‘
Hooorahhhs.
Simple joys tat add colour to my day.
+ a mustard heart-shaped dress to sum it all up.
S.
October 2011
4 posts
Bliss.
Bliss is when u see two individuals joined as one, with manymany friends and relatives gathered to shower their blessings. :D
I wonder how will mine end up to be.. Of what memories/stories? Till then, I’d tell u my story.
Harpee harllo-ween if anyone pops by.
S.
Simple pleasures of life.
We could only wish for and catchup as much as we could. Cherish the people around us..
I met up with my 2 closest cliques/part-cliques over the wkend. Well, in fact, it was 3 groups for this week. The ones who knew me since young and watched me grow, the ones who grew with me, & the one who worked with me.
Amazing week for my favourite people. Sprintgirls gathering alas. (: it has been...
nothing beats this..
meeting up with my prischool loves & bestie TEO! all the love showered. YAYY*
so muchy loveeeeee. YAYY*
HUGS. XOXO.
August 2011
6 posts
i exceed time.
over and beyond.
i feel so tired now. thinking i have about 4hours of sleep before i wake again.
good, bad, yes/no?
urgh! if you have to go through, you just have to.
): and i was half disappointed how it all turn out to be.
it was a happy ending nonetheless, but very abruptly. why? i’m already trying to keep up with everything, now, no more. ):
SOBS- better sleep now, else...
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Post exam treat.
sorta love it.
i couldn’t put the right words together, but it still went alright.
indulging in my very bit of mambo jambo lovin’.
i’m sure there will be more to come with good company soon. :D
had a good catchup with Gootsy. soon we’d do again.
i just feel i haven’t talk to her proper since xxxx years ago; exams and school drain me out so much.. ):
it has...
